Wednesday, May 20, 2020
To my big brother...
I didn't know, and I didn't get the chance to say goodbye. I will forever wonder why.
I choose to remember you from when we were young. Mom told me you took me to school for show and tell as a newborn. You took me everywhere. You showed me the city bus route to school when I got accepted across town. You would find me and pick me up when I was lost. I do not remember, but mom also told me you held my forehead together on the drive to the hospital after I ran into the TV. I still have the scar. You took me to concerts. You let me take the wheel when you couldn't.
I am sure you had your reasons. I respect them, and I hope you are able to find your peace. Rest in Peace, Jeffy.